Alaska on my mind..
Exactly 52 days since I updated this diary last. That's 52 days I've been apart from the guy I currently care most about.

52 days of thinking of him.

52 days of him not in my life.

I hate being so centered on someone.


Onto a new job! News/sports videographer --> Audio/video technician (assistant) --> CVS Photo Lab Supervisor? Insert . Insert .

By the way - waitressing? FUCKING SUCKS BALLS. I have newfound respect for every waitress that's ever served me food. I thought I was in a thankless profession at the college? Oh, HELL NO. Work didn't truly suck until I started waitressing.

First day of training and I knew I hated it. First day actually waiting tables and I knew I DESPISED it. I can't wait to quit after this weekend.

I think about Alaska and dream about being up there.

Reliving the past ::: Eyes to the future!
2009-05-12 - 8:59 p.m.
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CW, 19, prefers the anonymity, news videographer for slave wages, psycho when it comes to relationships, makes good non-dairy pizza.
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