I gotta go in today and start figuring out what classes I'll be taking next semester. Oh God. Help me now.

Well, I should backtrack on that actually since I know what classes I have to take. It's just a matter of figuring out which ones I want to take at which campus. =(

In other news..I miss BuddhistBoy! I sent him two messages yesterday (one before I went to work, one after) and apparently, he hasn't read either. And that's..very unlike him. I'm hoping I see him today. Despite all that's happened (or not happened), I still like this boy. I think of making out or just cuddling with him and smile.

Now when I see him, we have such little time to talk and I realized..I don't exactly express my feelings for him. I'm not the biggest flirt and I'm not good at flirting. Then my mind goes back to the first time we actually sat down and talked. And we were fucking winking at each other and playing around with different ways to shake hands.. He would grab and hug me to his side. What the fuck happened? I want that again. Where's the chemistry!?

And why is this so difficult? We seem like "just friends" right now.