Dammit, why does S have to bring out the charm NOW?

It's okay, I'm alright! I will not obsess, I will not regret, I'm fine on my own..just one of my many mantras these days.

I guess it's good we're talking..? We started emailing about a week or two ago. He was understandably confused when I called him at 12 in the morning that one night. So, we went through a small series of emails, a phone call, then a normal email, then another phone call after he sent me a really winner of an email, saying that he wasn't sure I was the girl he fell in love with since I seemed so distant, and now we're back to friendly emails.

Although, I gotta admit, our emails are full of subtle jabs towards each other. I guess that's sort of granted with all the guilt and anger our relationship encompassed. And I'm not especially fond of exploring the boundaries of friendship to see how much we can still hurt each other within reason.