Brrr.beshawndamn
Just got an email saying that position in Charleston, SC I wanted was filled. Boo...hoooo...I pretty much knew they wouldn't choose me, but hey, I knew I'd regret it if I didn't try. So I tried! And spent 16 bucks on Express Mailing it. Go me.

Bought a new beautiful bass today. Cort Curbow, 5 string. It sounds..amazing. And I want to get amazing with this bass. I have absolutely no excuse to not be at least decent with this bass - it sounds gorgeous and the clarity is just extraordinary.

So, I made a decision. That's right, indecisive me is putting her foot down on something! And as crazy as it might sound, it's about S. I'm gonna wait for that boy. I see no other alternative. I'm happy waiting (for now) and I only want him, so what else am I to do? Eventually, we'll figure out a way this can work. If he's as goddamn smitten as I am with him, we'll find a way. Fate be damned WE WILL FIND A WAY.

Okay, I needs to go to bed now. Me consume liquor and now need bed bed. night night.

Reliving the past ::: Eyes to the future!
2008-07-01 - 12:47 a.m.
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